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Session Three
The Way of Imagination: Midrash

Midrash Aggadah

Midrash Aggadah is what happens when the imagination runs wild with Scripture, playing with stories, words, missing words, contradictions, letters, punctuation -- whatever is there or isn't there. Our Sages of blessed memory who created the classic works of Midrash were immersed in the Bible. They knew it by heart, they lived and breathed it, and they were uniquely qualified to notice what was unusual or missing in it and to talk in its own language. But we can make Midrash Aggadah too, if we read the Torah with attention and imagination and creativity.

Here are some texts of Midrash Aggadah that especially draw me. They illustrate ways of connecting with God through the imagination -- as the Midrash Aggadah says, "If you want to know the one who spoke and brought the world into being, study Aggadah."

Midrash Aggadah text

THE WATERS OF CRYING
From Midrash Aseret haDibrot (Midrash on the Ten Commandments) near the beginning:

 

The great sea surrounds the world, like a capital on a great column. And the whole world rests on the fins of Leviathan, who is in the lower waters, where he is comparable to a little fish in the sea. And the lower waters are upon the waters of creation, and the waters of creation are upon Okeanos, and the waters of Okeanos are upon the waters of crying. And why are they called the waters of crying? Because the Blessed Holiness, in dividing the waters, placed half of them on high and half of them below. Those placed below began crying and saying, "Oy to us, that we did not merit to be close to our Creator!"

And they brazenly attempted to rise up on high, until the Blessed Holiness got angry at them and pushed them down underfoot. Then they said before the Blessed Holiness: "It is revealed and known before You that we acted for the sake of Your glory."

The Blessed Holiness said to them: "Know for certain that I will not give permission to the upper waters to sing before Me until they receive permission from you."
As it is written: "From the voice of the many waters, the breakers of the sea are mighty, mighty on high is HaShem." (Psalm 93: 4)

 

Commentary

What I enjoy about this text is the first paragraph, but I've included the rest for the sake of honesty, and to show how it all connects with a verse. The verse, which mentions the voices of the waters, apparently praising God, has become a whole story-poem about how the world was made and what it's all about. The story is also playing with the story of creation in Genesis, other verses in the Bible, and ideas from ancient science. That's how it should be: midrash is a kind of creativity that works with everything in the artist's world-view, every idea available.

The first paragraph is a description of the world, mixing the science and myth of the Greek-speaking ancient world with the Bible's. "The great sea" around the world (the ocean) and "Okeanos" (the primordial waters that everything came out of) are basically Greek ideas. "The lower waters" under the world, and "the waters of creation" are based on the wording of the creation story in Genesis. The author of the Midrash has blended these ideas together to give a picture of a world that is bigger and deeper and more mysterious than either Greek ideas or the text of the Bible would suggest.

The Leviathan is mentioned in Genesis and in various other places in the Bible. It is basically a primeval sea-monster from pre-Jewish mythology. According to some passages in the Bible and in ancient myths and other Midrash, God had to fight the Leviathan, the monster of watery chaos, in order to create the world. But we also see (Psalm 104:26) that God created the Leviathan to play with -- which is an amazing image. Other Midrashim tell us that when Mashiach comes we will all get to eat the Leviathan and sit in a "sukkah" of its skin -- this is mentioned in the prayers of Sukkot. That is, we will take in that destructive, random power and be nourished and sheltered by it. The Leviathan is nothing if not big -- so the picture in this Midrash, that the "lower waters" under the world are so big that the Leviathan is like a little fish in them -- is awesome. But it is most awesome, and mysterious, that the world rests on the Leviathan's fins.

Even beyond that, the world rests on one level after another of water -- subterranean water? womb water? -- until , under everything else, it rests on tears -- the "waters of crying". As far as I know these waters are not mentioned in Greek myths or the Bible; they mark the point where this Midrash moves from the language of myth to the language of personal feelings and inward spirituality, because really the "waters of crying" are our tears at being distant from God. Somehow a sense of distance and longing for connection are what keep the world afloat.

WITH US IN TROUBLE
From Yalkut Shim'oni [a medieval collection of Midrash], on Psalms, #843, on Psalm 91:15
"I am with him in trouble" (Psalm 91:15)
Rabbi Yudan said: A parable! To what can this utterance be compared? To a pregnant woman who had a quarrel with her mother, and her mother went upstairs. And when she was giving birth she was crying out downstairs, and her mother, upstairs, was listening to her voice and she was crying out also, echoing her. The neighbour women were saying to her, "What's going on? Are you giving birth along with her?" She said to them, "My daughter is having trouble giving birth. Even though she has made me angry, I cannot bear her crying out, so I am crying out along with her." Thus, the Blessed Holiness says: "My House is in ruins and My children's necks are in chains -- shall I not be troubled?" And so it is written, "Now, what is left for Me -- declares HaShem -- since My people have been taken away as worthless?" (Isaiah 52:5)

This is a typical literary genre in Midrash, the parable. The standard form of a Midrashic parable is like this one: it begins with a Biblical verse (the _pasuk_), then tells a story about people, which is the actual parable (_mashal_), then explains how the story is really about us and God (the explanation is the _nimshal_). There is an underlying story to this Midrash, which is spelled out in other texts: Because of the sins of the Jewish people, God became angry -- as the Torah warned us would happen -- and decided to destroy the Temple in Jerusalem and bring about the exile. (The story sees the destruction of the first Temple by the Babylonians and the destruction of the second Temple by the Romans as basically the same event; both involved war and Jewish captives being led away in chains.) God therefore "went upstairs" into heaven -- choosing not to be present on earth any more -- and the enemies were able to bring about the destruction. But God saw the destruction and suffering and felt it with us -- and continues to feel all our troubles and suffering with us, in great love.

The idea that God suffers with us seems strange to many people today and tends to sound un-Jewish. But it is actually a major theme of Midrash -- which finds support for it in the Bible in many ways. This Midrash actually finds the theme in two verses, the one from Psalms which it begins with and the one from Isaiah which it concludes with. It's a pretty important theme to me personally; a lot of things are easier to bear, I find, if I have the sense that God is going through them too.

This Midrash is one of the most striking expressions of this theme; it's noteworthy because of not only symbolizing the Jewish people as a woman -- which is pretty much standard -- but symbolizing God as a woman also, the mother of the woman in labour. There's a widespread impression that Judaism only speaks of God as a father and king. Indeed "father" and "king" parables are very common in Midrash. But the sense of God as our mother is in our tradition too, sometimes vividly as in this story.

GOD AND THE MOON
From the Talmud, Chullin 60b

Rabbi Shim'on ben Pazi pitted one against another: "God made the two big lights" (Genesis 1:16a) and "the big light... and the small light" (Genesis 1:16b)!

The moon said before the Blessed Holiness: "Ruler of the World! Is it possible for two kings to make us of the same crown?"
He said to her: "Go and make yourself smaller!"

She said before Him: "Ruler of the World! Because I said something reasonable before You, I am to make myself smaller!?"
He said to her: "Go and rule by day and by night."
She said to him: "What importance does that have? What use is a lamp in daylight?"
He said to her: "Go, and the Jewish people will reckon days and years by you."
She said to Him: "It is impossible for them not to reckon seasons by Day also, since it is written, 'And they will be for signs and for set times and for days and years'!" (Genesis 1:14)
"Go, and holy people will be named after you: Small Jacob [see Amos 7:2], Small Shmuel [a sage of the Talmud], Small David [see I Samuel 17:14]."

Seeing that she had not been appeased, the Blessed Holiness said [to the Jewish people]: "Bring an atonement sacrifice for Me, because I made the moon smaller."

This agrees with what Rabbi Shim'on ben Lakish said: "Why is the goat of the New Moon distinguished, in that the Torah says about it, 'For HaShem'? The Blessed Holiness said: 'This goat will be an atonement sacrifice for Me, because I made the moon smaller.'"

When we use our imaginations to connect with God, it's good to be bold. None of our preconceived ideas about God should be sacrosanct. It's spiritually important to let imaginative encounters with images and ideas shake you up and pull the rug out from under your feet. This Midrash can do that.

It begins in a typical way -- pointing out a seeming contradiction in the Torah. The same verse talks about the sun and the moon as "two big lights" and then it calls the sun "big" and the moon "small"! Of course, to us this probably didn't seem like a contradiction at all. They can both be big and one can still be bigger than the other; also, the Hebrew "gadol" can mean "great" as in "important" as well as "big". But deciding that there is a contradiction turns the whole verse into a story -- there were two big lights, then one of them was made smaller.

The story spun out by the Midrash is that the moon complained to God about being the same size as the sun -- "two kings using one crown" -- how would anyone tell them apart? God responded by making her smaller. This probably refers both to the fact that the moon usually looks smaller than the sun, and the fact that the moon's light is not her own but a reflection of the sun's (this was known to ancient astronomers), and to the waning of the moon in the course of a month, into darkness.

The moon was deeply hurt -- after all, God evidently agreed with her that one should be smaller; why should she be punished for bringing it up? God gave her various gifts and promises to make up to her, but she was still hurt.

The story concludes by using another Torah verse and another midrashic technique: playing with missing information. The Torah (Num. 28:15) says that a goat should be sacrificed in the Temple on every New Moon (Rosh Chodesh) as "an atonement sacrifice, for HaShem" but it doesn't explain what sin is being atoned for. The Midrash answers the question by reading the verse literally: "an atonement sacrifice _for HaShem_" must mean "for HaShem's own sin"! God asks us to atone for God's sin in making the moon smaller. This is the boldness of this Midrash, undermining preconceptions. Since when can God sin?! But according to this story, God committed the first sin -- before Adam and Eve! -- and it's so serious that it needs constant atoning for and is constantly visible in the smallness of the moon.

There could be many interpretations of this sin of God's. One which I heard from Rabbi Sammy Intrator of the Carlebach Shul in New York has stayed with me. There seems to be a contradiction in life between expressing ourselves fully and giving room to other people to be themselves. Very often a person who takes centre stage arouses resentment in others. Or, even without resentment, people may be so attracted to a person's charisma and so much want to hear what that person has to say that they don't end up expressing themselves. On the other hand, if we're quiet and attentive to others we boost them but our own light doesn't shine. This Midrash is a protest against this existential situation. It's not right that things should be this way; it's a sin -- God's sin! We have to find a way to both be great and help others be great, to let our own light shine and open to the light of others, simultaneously. If we could do that, we would be healing God's original sin.

TWINS
Shir ha Shirim Rabbah 5:2

"Tamati (my perfect one)" (Song of Songs 5:2)

... Rabbi Yannai says:
"T'omati (my twin sister)". So to speak, I am not greater than she is and she is not greater than I am.

Jill Hammer, editor of "Living Texts" a magazine of modern midrash comments:

I particularly like "t'omati". In addition to referring to God and Israel, that can also refer to men and women, and is a very likable image, indeed.

This text illustrates another important technique of Midrash: puns. A teacher of mine, Joseph Cohen of Toronto, once defined Kabbalah as "a science that takes punning seriously" and this applies to Midrash as well as Kabbalah.

The Song of Songs in the Bible is usually read, in Jewish tradition, as an image for the love between God and the Jewish people. Whatever the male lover in the Song says to the female lover is what God says to the Jewish people. This Midrash takes this reading of the Song of Songs as a starting point, but turns around the assumptions about gender. God (the male lover in the Song) calls us (the woman) "tamati", "my perfect one". Rabbi Yannai, making a pun, turns this into "t'omati" -- which means "my twin sister". So God is calling us, the Jewish people (we can legitimately extend this and understand it as us, humanity) -- Her twin sister. Why? Because -- God says, according to this Midrash -- we are equal.

Connecting with God through the imagination involves finding new images and ideas which can be vivid to us in a way that old ones may not be. In Judaism we mostly work with images of God as male. Here the image is clearly of God as female. We mostly work with ideas of God as on high, all-powerful, infinitely greater than we are; here God claims that we are equal. To really take in these images and ideas can open us to connecting to God in new, deeper ways.

 

These texts are surprising and I would be surprised if they haven't provoked some questions, or objections, or comments as you've read them. Module Three will also list some of my questions.

What further interpretations can you offer to these Midrashic stories and images? Please do share your responses; there may be many discoveries to make together.